Can't sleep tonight
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It's me. Counting the hours. I miss you, Rabb, forgive me. I'm not a good SLAVE. I do whatever I want, without keeping in my mind that YOU always watching me. Ya Allah, I know your love is beyond anyone's love towards me in this world. Ya Allah, I can't sleep well tonight, and I know that YOU are giving me another chance to repent. Ya ALLAH, Astaghfirullah hal a'zim . My eyes don't lie? Those things happened in the past were not real? I still can accept when the one who I should not remember in my life succeed in his or her life. Paint my life black , but ALLAH you show me the way that I should go through. Alhamdullilah, my life is brighter, I just want to be a grateful and solehah person. The one that does not popular among humans, but popular WITH YOU . Tears, my tears seldom fell down these days, I even feel my heart is going to be empty. NO, I don't want to leave what I had started, please give me strength Ya Rabb, please