Can't sleep tonight
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
It's me. Counting the hours. I miss you, Rabb, forgive me. I'm not a good SLAVE. I do whatever I want, without keeping in my mind that YOU always watching me. Ya Allah, I know your love is beyond anyone's love towards me in this world. Ya Allah, I can't sleep well tonight, and I know that YOU are giving me another chance to repent. Ya ALLAH, Astaghfirullah hal a'zim. My eyes don't lie? Those things happened in the past were not real?
I still can accept when the one who I should not remember in my life succeed in his or her life. Paint my life black, but ALLAH you show me the way that I should go through. Alhamdullilah, my life is brighter, I just want to be a grateful and solehah person. The one that does not popular among humans, but popular WITH YOU.
Tears, my tears seldom fell down these days, I even feel my heart is going to be empty. NO, I don't want to leave what I had started, please give me strength Ya Rabb, please give me strength to strive for YOUR JANNAH. I am not strong to be in the Hell and I know it long ago that I am not qualified enough to be in the Heaven, but still I want to be in the Heaven.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah all praises to YOU,
For giving me 2 friends who are kind and understand me well... Never judge me... And never badmouthing or backstabbing me. I will miss them someday when I leave this place. Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving my best siblings, especially the second sister who had been struggling in her life just to motivate me to keep my life go on even though at that time I am already feeling down, Astaghfirullah!
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me the second chance to feel how the study was like. I hope I can further my studies to a higher level, until I get the professional certificate in public administration, Insya Allah.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me the LOVABLE parents in the world, Ma Abah, I would not forget your advices.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me chance to learn new things and add my knowledge with my kind lecturers. They treated me well, answered anything that I asked and never let my friends and I careless in our life.
YA ALLAH, Alhamdullilah, Subhanallah, Allahuakbar.
:: Love reading the ONE CHINESE MUSLIMAH:))
It's me. Counting the hours. I miss you, Rabb, forgive me. I'm not a good SLAVE. I do whatever I want, without keeping in my mind that YOU always watching me. Ya Allah, I know your love is beyond anyone's love towards me in this world. Ya Allah, I can't sleep well tonight, and I know that YOU are giving me another chance to repent. Ya ALLAH, Astaghfirullah hal a'zim. My eyes don't lie? Those things happened in the past were not real?
I still can accept when the one who I should not remember in my life succeed in his or her life. Paint my life black, but ALLAH you show me the way that I should go through. Alhamdullilah, my life is brighter, I just want to be a grateful and solehah person. The one that does not popular among humans, but popular WITH YOU.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah all praises to YOU,
For giving me 2 friends who are kind and understand me well... Never judge me... And never badmouthing or backstabbing me. I will miss them someday when I leave this place. Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving my best siblings, especially the second sister who had been struggling in her life just to motivate me to keep my life go on even though at that time I am already feeling down, Astaghfirullah!
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me the second chance to feel how the study was like. I hope I can further my studies to a higher level, until I get the professional certificate in public administration, Insya Allah.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me the LOVABLE parents in the world, Ma Abah, I would not forget your advices.
Ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for giving me chance to learn new things and add my knowledge with my kind lecturers. They treated me well, answered anything that I asked and never let my friends and I careless in our life.
YA ALLAH, Alhamdullilah, Subhanallah, Allahuakbar.
:: Love reading the ONE CHINESE MUSLIMAH:))
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